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lost self

by Kissing Fractures

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1.
i coughed a hole inside my throat so i could bury all the words that i never said out loud i stayed up all night wondering whether or not i should try harder on getting better i coughed a hole inside my throat so i could bury all the words that i couldn't say out loud i pretended to be okay for a year so i wouldn't be alone
2.
PS you still do this to me it looks like scribbles but it sounds like a bee stop feeding me your honey you need it to live PS you still do this to me in my dream we live on the horizon between the earth and the sea PS you still do this to me I’m not sorry
3.
cheer wine 01:41
i'm sure it could've been different and i know i should care less but i think i fucked up again and this time i don't know how to fix it i knew exactly what i was getting myself into i just didn't think it would get this bad and i never promised it would work out - i only promised i would try
4.
past tense 02:22
the sky kissed the water and i had never felt closer to people i didn’t know the flash went off and it was too cold for june a woman once told me that if i mixed my tears with honey i would feel nothing but i'm not numb yet and the winter solstice is oddly warm and not knowing is slowly killing me i just want to go back to sleep.
5.
little spoon 02:37
i always catch you in a sleepy haze a smile so sweet upon your delicate face let us eat the stars with our forks and knives napkins in our laps, your hand on my thigh you always catch me in a sleepy haze wrapped inside your arms, you are my safe space you tell me you love me as we fall asleep constant and comely, each other we complete
6.
i'm sitting all alone in my bedroom burying my head in my knees and all i do is cry i am five years old and i just saw a boy skin his knees and all i do is cry i’m sitting on one of those things in the playground that spin around, holding on tight i’m stuck between not being pretty or drunk enough and all i can do is wonder why this is by no means good but at least it’s honest and that’s what matters, right?
7.
lost self 02:06
Let me borrow your flashlight so I can reach the corners of me I could never see The light in your eyes cascade and fill in my emptiness it’s temporary but for a moment I know where I am. I think a body is like a dam and when two are together the bones and the vines of nerves and elasticity of muscles penetrate the fragility of skin. Keep digging, it will hurt. A little blood spilled is okay I need a red flag to relocate my lost self and then I’ll have the right words to say.
8.
when autumn comes i think i'll be just fine i have a few things to look forward to and all of them are in my mind sometimes i think that i'm ready to die the thought of it's quite comforting, to be honest i'm not really sure why there's not much more to this, it's as simple as it is there's no one to go to at 3 morning there's nowhere for me to go that's worth going i've never been good at apologies but i'll learn to be happy for everybody else around me breathe in, exhale, and give in again a millimeter isn't deep unless you burn it in your skin there's not much more to this, it's as simple as it is all i want to be is anyone but me all i want to be is anywhere but here i swallow my sleep and collapse and hope that when i wake up everything all all be in the past i know that i should get over it cause there's not much more to this, it's as simple as it is and sometimes the best things become the worst when you don't have them anymore and you have to find something else to live for
9.
small spells 01:20
not used to cigarettes not being five dollars transplanted in cities that act like the suburbs i am a storm, i will never be still until i accept that i'm disposable i will become the skin stretched on my bones it wears down my body like i wear you out
10.
it's been a few months since you last said you loved me and maybe you still do, well i still love you and i don't know if that's something i should be saying out loud i spent my favorite moments with you by your side i don't think i've ever been happier in my life when i asked you what would happen to us you said we'd be together again because the good things in your life always work out in the end and most of the time i find myself wondering if you're okay, and you seem to be doing fine and i wish that i could say the same for myself you don't know how bad it gets in the middle of the night when i can't think straight and there's heavy thoughts in my mind it's not something i want to get used to but i guess that i'll have to learn and maybe the next time you see me i'll be fine and there are still so many things that i have yet to say i'll kiss you in the rain another day

about

**********email me at kissingfractures@gmail.com if you don't want to/can't pay for it and ill send it to you in a zip file

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"lost self" is a collection of songs that were written and recorded between july 2013 and july 2014.

all of the songs were recorded and written by me, except for songs 2 and 7, which were originally poems by Cutting Flashlight, a project of my dear friend Lucy Martirosyan, that i turned into songs.

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released July 27, 2014

recorded in aimee's bedroom
all songs written by aimee except 2 and 7
songs 2 and 7 are poems written by lucy martirosyan that aimee turned into songs

thank you to Emily Oliver for doing album art

thank you to Lucy Martirosyan for letting me turn her poems "PS you still do this to me" and "lost self" into songs

thank you to everyone who has supported me and my music

xo

aimee

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